So here we go again. Exams. I failed last year in Computer Graphics, which has to be the worst subject ever invented. Think math. Think formulas and numbers and things named after men who clearly had nothing better to do. I really, truly despise this subject - even more so than I ever did Physical Education. I think that says it all.

I got three weeks which, in theory, should be enough to read. But real life doesn't work that way. In these weeks I will also have to

Code/author a functional DVD menu for a project we did last year.
Make and present a webproject involving Java/PHP/MySQL (about what, I have no idea)
Give feedback on 40+ students' tutorials.
Tutor students 6 hrs a week.
Read for the exam in Algorithms and Data Structures that follows two days after Computer Graphics.
Cheer up boyfriend who's going through the same exams and who's having an even harder time right now.
Mentally prepare myself for going home for Christmas.



Without going into details, so much depends on this freaking exam that it's got me very worried. It's not just about failing (I can always give it another try after Christmas), but it's going to affect my life in other and very real - and in the worst case, very permanent - ways too. Did I mention I don't even like the subject?

Could really need a hug right now.